Ahhhhh! sdtzuiopü, someone wants to translate my fanfiction “Truthful Lies” into Portuguese! I can’t believe it!! :D

I have a crush. (He is real and I see him nearly every day… in reality) I can’t help but think about him all the time. I can’t forget him. But I can’t get him to notice me either. 

Worst thing: I have no one to talk to about this. :( 

Fighting my social phobia at this very moment… I’m trying to distract myself with working on my video but it’s hard. But my video seems to turn out really well. It’s probably going to be the longest video I’ll ever do. It’s a overall tribute to Harry Potter and I’m working on it for months (I’ve got the whole thing planned; it’s like 7 1/2 long pages in word]). It’s 4 minutes and 35 seconds long already and I only used 1 1/2 pages of my plan… o.o 

I need a best friend. Like really really bad. Someone I can tell everything, someone who listens and helps me and someone I can help and someone I can just have fun with whenever I feel down. Never really had one I guess. Only friends - if they were even that.

My fanfiction is over 200,000 words long now… AHHHHHHHHHHH dfgtuipüpölkhj!!! I can’t believe it! This means it’s longer than the last Harry Potter book!!! (And only like 50,000 words till Order of the Phoenix)… hahaha :D. 

For anyone interested: Truthful Lies

(But you have to read The Darkness Within by Kurinoone first, sorry)

AND: I’m going to see the Hunger Games on Monday!!! I wouldn’t be able to wait much longer anyway. (All those spoilers everywhere are driving me insane by the way. Dear internet, Want to stop until I saw the film?)

Lily is confronted with an important question. A question hundreds of fans asked themselves. A possible answer.

Sirius, James, Peter… they never asked. Severus did once. Nearly inaudible he screamed it into the howling autumn wind after her. Why Potter and not him? She hadn’t even turned around but walked on. It had been too late anyway.

Several months later, on their wedding day Remus asked her. Of course he did. Sweet, gentle, observing Remus. He had found her in a quiet corner staring at the seat she had wished Severus had sat in during the ceremony. But he hadn’t even been invited.

Why James and not Severus? Because in the end she knew and she knew that Remus knew she could have loved them both.

She knew one thing about James for certain: He loved pranks. They made him feel special, powerful, accepted and respected.

She knew one thing about Severus for certain: He loved the Dark Arts. They made him feel special, powerful, accepted and respected.

When she asked Severus to stop, he didn’t.

When she asked James to stop, he did.

author: sad.ending.x3 (me [gedankenvoll])